Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Bill's Story - Willingness
"It was only a matter of being willing to believe in a Power greater than myself. Nothing more was required of me to make my beginning."
"There had been a humble willingness to have Him with me -- and He came."
Alcoholics Anonymous
Bill's Story
page 12
Although I came to Alcoholics Anonymous with a belief in God, I was lacking faith. My immature understanding of God was of an all powerful presence and not a being with whom I could have a personal relationship. I trusted God for the really big things, but I didn't see how He really would concern Himself with my insignificant life.
I'm not a preacher, theologian, or biblical scholar. So, I don't have the same level of understanding as those with that vocation. I have attended church and read the Bible. So, I have a different level of understanding than those who have not.
But, in God's eyes are we any different? Is understanding religion a prerequisite for salvation? Of course not!
I saw in others how their faith had improved their lives -- I wanted what they had -- and I was willing to try anything. So, armed with my best understanding of God -- based on my life experiences up to that time -- I took the next step. I believe that the pursuit of a deeper understanding and a closer relationship with a Higher Power is what is important -- and that journey can start anywhere on the path. Happy trails!
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